Its been awhile since my last post
Though today is the last day of school,i am not really happy
Coz she didnt come to school today
I can understand that she is sick and need lots of rest...hahas
Anyway,the assembly today was damn long la
Teachers keep talking and spamming us with info and principal too
Den went back to class as usual for the post exam activity
We were required to paint the plywood that were given to us ytd for us to trace and stuff
But i didnt know why we used the whole day to do that damn piece of wood
And we didnt even have recess la
DAMN IT!!!But nvm...at least sch ends at 11am..hahas
After school dismissal...went for sectionals as usual but this time i was like no feelingto sectional
I feel so empty,tired and very hard to focus...maybe is because i miss her too much...hahas
Anyway...my junior came along and joined us for sectionals...den of course i teach la..who else??
After that,i carried on with my sectionals until 2.45?somewhere there...
Den went roaming around the sch toilets..hahas
After that,went home as usual...saw my father near my block...lols
Den go reach home,bathe,wait for my mother to accompany me go make specs(money i pay one okay?)
Went for dinner...went to give sth...lols
So my day carries on like this...play psp,watch tv,sms,blog....
Yea...so everything was quite fine...
Tml got band again...YAYS.Going to prepare for the overseas trip...Brisbane<=(spell correctly mah?),Australia leh...lols
So i hink i better go sleep now...its getting late.hahas

Today went for church at 8am as usual...
Sent a sms to her...as usual for sunday morning
Half way through church,didnt expect her to reply so "soon"
And even said good AFTERNOON to me at around 9...
LOLS
Keep smsing her...throughout the whole journey to Novena Velocity...
Went to eat...walk around...nth to do anyway
So i still sms....sms...sms...sms...
But dont know only to her....lols
Den went home at around 2...
Reach home...play psp,planning to set up a new blog...
A public one...
so...now going to find blog skin le...byes

Everything just turns out fine today...
I was quite normal today...didnt really go totally stress up...
So now i really know wad i can do to make me destress...
Just go for band and sectionals...It really do help especially with your fellow band mates
Playing music...though it can be stress up through playing some difficult parts
Sometimes...no matter how hard you try...with a a stress mind,you can't get the parts correct
And sometime with a relax mind...practising the parts may not be so difficult can be easy...
Wad i'm trying to say is that don't be too stress up.
Whether it is studies,CCAs,friends,family or relationship problems,just try to be relax
Tell yourself that everything will be fine...just do wad you always enjoy doing
For me,it will just be going for rehersals and sectionals..
You may think that i'm crazy...
But this is wad i enjoyed...and maybe that is why i still work so hard to stay in band
Even though the technique i play my instrument is like shit
Don't have professionalism...
Even if the sound sucks and everytime produce "kill chicken" sound and out of tune
I still continue to work hard...
I may not be the best even if i work hard...
But i do not wanna pull the whole band down because of the music i played...
You may not think that its music if i play it...
But i do...
I won't let my seniors,teachers and conductor be dissapointed...
I will continue to work hard

Its been quite a harsh day...not the weather but wad happened today
Recieved my results,quite suck up....failed my Maths which i least expected to fail and my history....
I've been failing history...i can't believe it...
I did pass all the other subjects,but all were border line passes...
Quite upset...even so,i wanted her to cheer up but i don't really know what to do
Just hope that everything will be alright...soon.I suppose...
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Today was the D&T paper
I sure fail de lor...nvr study,slack,play all weekend
But nvm,good thing is that exams finish.
Until....we get our paper back...
But meanwhile i should relax myself
Work extra hard in band...
hahas...
Today went home as usual
Bought some breakfast to let me last for the whole day
Den online,blog,play some game....
Looking forward to band tml

Today was the Science paper...
Can say quite easy can also say quite difficult
though Mr Chua like keep making noise,dont really get distracted
After the science paper,went "band".
Ms Chang brief us on the Australia trip
The cost is about $2500...i was like WTF
Not enough money,only got $2ooo
Wad am i gonna do???!
Den went to ask Mdm Ang to see how much i really need to pay.
With the deducting of edusave,and other things
Need to pay $1107!!!
WTH!!! still so expensive
But better than $2.5k
So considered lucky la...
Now must work hard for the music pieces le
JYJY...I can do it,lols

My complete artwork if i could finish...the on top part...

Orchid Park Wind Orchestra 2008
Strings Section

Ever since that day,i tried change as much as possible so that i can make her happy
I sacrifice so many thing just for her...and all i want in return was her to stay by my side
For so long,i kept away so many things that i am angry of from her
I didnt wanna mention it to her,because i've been telling myself,"Wad is the use of telling her when she can't do anythng about it?
I been keeping it to meyself...and its getting pretty tired one day after another
Its not like i am tired just keeping it to myself for one day,its very tired to see the same thing happening everyday...
Its not like i am angry with her or sth...if you ever get fucked up with wad im saying now,dont read...
This is just a way i am trying to de-stress...please keep wad you have read within this blog...
Don't ever mention wad you have read to anyone...
Today is just sad for me....

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